Lies!!! All Lies!!!

Okay, I'm not restarting this yet, but I may. Basically I'm just logging onto blogger for the first time in awhile to open another blog. This blog will still be for the White Falcon, but not the thing or whatever I feel I may be, but will be for my character, the current LPW Cleansed Champion, "The White Falcon" Celio Falkone.

Phoenix Rising

I know no one comes here but I have some news:

The Rebirth is Coming!!!!

This blog is crap, just a receipt of my shitty life. Well it's time for a fucking change. It's time to go for broke and get my life on track. No problems, no demons taking over, it is about fucking time.

See you soon . . . again

Right and Wrong or Laws

Alright, every country has its own set of laws. My question though, is are laws the same as right and wrong? NO!! No they aren't. They should, but they aren't. Sure most things that are wrong are laws as well but the same can't be said for vice versa.

I mean is it wrong for me to rip up a plant and smoke it. No, I wouldn't say it is at all. But this country(USA) has you believe it is. It isn't right to fire someone with kids and no other way to support to support them for budget reasons, but it isn't illegal. So where is the right in that? Sometimes I don't really think there is.

Another thing that angers me is that when you do something unlawful, like say littering, that you have to pay money to take care of it. Is that a real way to punish someone. By making them pay you money. It means that for the right price money-wise, you can do a lot of un-lawful things for a price.

Now, I don't have an answer on how to properly punish everyone. Anarchy seemed like a stupid idea to me always, but if it were handled in a way where if u raped a woman, your dick is gone.

Man, this world is messed up. Some things are the best they can, I got that. But alot of things aren't, and there is no change. I'm not saying I don't do wrong things, I do, we all do. But if I did no wrong and just broke laws I would still be considered the same type of person, right?

So I will try to live a life of good as much as I can, but will not try my best to abide by the stupid laws this country feels it needs to have. Then, is when I will fight, most likely by doing something wrong. I mean if I did something unlawful and you think I'm bad and have to pay you money I dont have or go to jail, fuck you, I will shoot you and make it mean something.

No real reason for this, just confused and unsure of thie world like most of you. I hope something good happens in this world. The bad people get put in their place and the good is seen in those not seen. Good night.

Now listening to Bubba Sparxxx album "Deliverance". Very good I must say.

Before there were favorites

How awesome would it be, to go back to a point where u had no favorites. I mean most of us have favorite things. Whether they be color, sports team, movie, song, or whatever, it doesn't matter. And, for the most part most of our favorites were decided upon a long time ago.

Man, how awesome would it be to see your favorite movie for the first time again. Completely enthralled and so into it you may be sweating with excitement or crying out of sadness or joy. After then it will never be quite the same. You will feel those same emotions again, but not with the same intensity as you did that first time. That goes for any of the favorites I explained. For song, book, whatever, man, nothing beats the moment you knew. The moment you knew that was YOUR favorite and no one can love it as much as you do.

So now, how much does it suck to know you most likely won't feel that way about a certain thing again. One word. HOPE

You have to hope, as much as it pains yourself to think your top song ever can be de-throned, you have to. Because, after all, what if a new song was sooo good that it could take your old one's spot, how awesome is that.

So, from my heart, thank you my favorites. A movie like American Beauty, or a book story like His Dark Materials, or a game like Final Fantasy 8, or a song like My December. Thanks for being there now, I will cry with both joy and sadness if and when you are no longer my favorites.

The Fountain

Here is a poem I wrote. First time writing a peom as well.

The Fountain

i stared and stared and watched it pour
then i ran unknowningly to my front door
man, all I wanted to do today was have some fun
the only words out of my mouth were call 911

my grandma kept screaming "why Jamie, why?"
but standing stunned all I could do was cry
i finally snapped out of it and told her what to say
the operator said she knew, "someone is on the way"

i saw something a kid shouldnt see
the rest of that day is still just a dream
everyone around was in so much pain
for a few days after i was haunted by the stain

the car had ended her life
and a part of mine as well
i wasn't a little boy anymore
I felt like a shell

everyone was still crying but I had stopped
the guy that killed her ran
but soon got caught by the cops

even to this day
I still see it in my head
her just lying there
and the fountain of red

The Summertime Blues

Well, been a long time since I did this. Surprise yet again.

Well, I had a busy summer but accomplished nothing. Surprise there huh?

I did work some finally and thought I was going to get my life back on track. But that ended in a blaze of glory right before it could get going well. I may still be working but am not sure at this point.

I was hoping to get back into school again but of course I put it off too long and now that ain't gonna happen.

Alot of drugs were ingested as well with coke being the main one. For some reason weed dissappeared and now everyone is on cocaine. I like it and all but it is ridiculous how much it controls everyones life around me. All my 'friends' do it constantly so of course, so do I.

Now everything is right back where it started. I am still job and school less. My life is just a worthless now as it was 3 months ago.

So now where to go from here I ask myself. I want to say up but everytime I do it does for a short time and then explodes in my face. So for now, peace out, hope your lives are much better than mine.

My Vengeance Review

Well, I did watch WWE Vengeance Sunday and wanted to review. A weird thing happened and I actually had work to do this week and wasn't on the internet much at all so I didn't get to post it. Well the job is done now so I should post somethin new soon, most likely my thoughts on what the draft lottery effects are no that it is done and overt with. It was an exciting month of TV by the WWE. Thanx WWE.

Oh and by the way, Vengeance was awesome. A phenomenal job on the whole card and it is easily the best single brand Pay-Per-View the WWE has put on since having separate Pay-Per-Views for each brand.

Well I'd like to say the Angle/HBK was match of the night because from a purely technical match it was but I am not going to give it that honor. The Hell in a Cell match between HHH and Batista was awesome. They used weapons and the cell perfectly and while this feud was getting stale towards the end this match made it all semm worthwhile and Batista winning this brutal match was a perfect way to end it.

Well, anyways, the grade I give this Pay-Per-View is an: A

Now listening to The Wallflowers album "Red Letter Days"