Monday, September 26, 2005

Right and Wrong or Laws

Alright, every country has its own set of laws. My question though, is are laws the same as right and wrong? NO!! No they aren't. They should, but they aren't. Sure most things that are wrong are laws as well but the same can't be said for vice versa.

I mean is it wrong for me to rip up a plant and smoke it. No, I wouldn't say it is at all. But this country(USA) has you believe it is. It isn't right to fire someone with kids and no other way to support to support them for budget reasons, but it isn't illegal. So where is the right in that? Sometimes I don't really think there is.

Another thing that angers me is that when you do something unlawful, like say littering, that you have to pay money to take care of it. Is that a real way to punish someone. By making them pay you money. It means that for the right price money-wise, you can do a lot of un-lawful things for a price.

Now, I don't have an answer on how to properly punish everyone. Anarchy seemed like a stupid idea to me always, but if it were handled in a way where if u raped a woman, your dick is gone.

Man, this world is messed up. Some things are the best they can, I got that. But alot of things aren't, and there is no change. I'm not saying I don't do wrong things, I do, we all do. But if I did no wrong and just broke laws I would still be considered the same type of person, right?

So I will try to live a life of good as much as I can, but will not try my best to abide by the stupid laws this country feels it needs to have. Then, is when I will fight, most likely by doing something wrong. I mean if I did something unlawful and you think I'm bad and have to pay you money I dont have or go to jail, fuck you, I will shoot you and make it mean something.

No real reason for this, just confused and unsure of thie world like most of you. I hope something good happens in this world. The bad people get put in their place and the good is seen in those not seen. Good night.

Now listening to Bubba Sparxxx album "Deliverance". Very good I must say.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Before there were favorites

How awesome would it be, to go back to a point where u had no favorites. I mean most of us have favorite things. Whether they be color, sports team, movie, song, or whatever, it doesn't matter. And, for the most part most of our favorites were decided upon a long time ago.

Man, how awesome would it be to see your favorite movie for the first time again. Completely enthralled and so into it you may be sweating with excitement or crying out of sadness or joy. After then it will never be quite the same. You will feel those same emotions again, but not with the same intensity as you did that first time. That goes for any of the favorites I explained. For song, book, whatever, man, nothing beats the moment you knew. The moment you knew that was YOUR favorite and no one can love it as much as you do.

So now, how much does it suck to know you most likely won't feel that way about a certain thing again. One word. HOPE

You have to hope, as much as it pains yourself to think your top song ever can be de-throned, you have to. Because, after all, what if a new song was sooo good that it could take your old one's spot, how awesome is that.

So, from my heart, thank you my favorites. A movie like American Beauty, or a book story like His Dark Materials, or a game like Final Fantasy 8, or a song like My December. Thanks for being there now, I will cry with both joy and sadness if and when you are no longer my favorites.