The Fountain

Here is a poem I wrote. First time writing a peom as well.

The Fountain

i stared and stared and watched it pour
then i ran unknowningly to my front door
man, all I wanted to do today was have some fun
the only words out of my mouth were call 911

my grandma kept screaming "why Jamie, why?"
but standing stunned all I could do was cry
i finally snapped out of it and told her what to say
the operator said she knew, "someone is on the way"

i saw something a kid shouldnt see
the rest of that day is still just a dream
everyone around was in so much pain
for a few days after i was haunted by the stain

the car had ended her life
and a part of mine as well
i wasn't a little boy anymore
I felt like a shell

everyone was still crying but I had stopped
the guy that killed her ran
but soon got caught by the cops

even to this day
I still see it in my head
her just lying there
and the fountain of red

The Summertime Blues

Well, been a long time since I did this. Surprise yet again.

Well, I had a busy summer but accomplished nothing. Surprise there huh?

I did work some finally and thought I was going to get my life back on track. But that ended in a blaze of glory right before it could get going well. I may still be working but am not sure at this point.

I was hoping to get back into school again but of course I put it off too long and now that ain't gonna happen.

Alot of drugs were ingested as well with coke being the main one. For some reason weed dissappeared and now everyone is on cocaine. I like it and all but it is ridiculous how much it controls everyones life around me. All my 'friends' do it constantly so of course, so do I.

Now everything is right back where it started. I am still job and school less. My life is just a worthless now as it was 3 months ago.

So now where to go from here I ask myself. I want to say up but everytime I do it does for a short time and then explodes in my face. So for now, peace out, hope your lives are much better than mine.